It's one of those days when everything is just boring. Doing anything no matter what seems meaningless and boring. I try to do something different and yet end up feeling the same, BORED!
I hate these days, I just feel so depressed and lonely. Waiting for something big to happen, an event that could change my life, but until now NOTHING!
Don't you just hate this feeling, when you know you want something but don't know what it is, or how to get it! Don't you just hate it when the future seems blurry, that you don't know and also can't guess what would happen!
I did change a lot in my life, I did break the daily routine, but I still feel that there is something missing. I think I know what's missing, but I also think that I should not be that bored. I mean I can do a lot of other things that would make me happy, but no, I want all the other things that I can't do or have right now!
Is this weird, is this considered as me being ungrateful for what I already have?
Although what I want is pretty simple, I am not asking for much and maybe that's the problem. I'm not asking for much still I'm not getting it. Maybe it's the feeling that this is so unfair that is making me really sad. Maybe it's because i want simple things that a lot of people already have but not getting any. Not even a little bit!
I hate it when I'm excited about something, then somehow it does not work out the way I expected. This happened a lot to me lately and it really made me feel so down. I am not gonna quit though, I will continue doing everything to try and make myself feel better. I just hope that I won't get disappointed again because it's a terrible feeling.
This is going to get better, I'm sure it will.
I hate these days, I just feel so depressed and lonely. Waiting for something big to happen, an event that could change my life, but until now NOTHING!
Don't you just hate this feeling, when you know you want something but don't know what it is, or how to get it! Don't you just hate it when the future seems blurry, that you don't know and also can't guess what would happen!
I did change a lot in my life, I did break the daily routine, but I still feel that there is something missing. I think I know what's missing, but I also think that I should not be that bored. I mean I can do a lot of other things that would make me happy, but no, I want all the other things that I can't do or have right now!
Is this weird, is this considered as me being ungrateful for what I already have?
Although what I want is pretty simple, I am not asking for much and maybe that's the problem. I'm not asking for much still I'm not getting it. Maybe it's the feeling that this is so unfair that is making me really sad. Maybe it's because i want simple things that a lot of people already have but not getting any. Not even a little bit!
I hate it when I'm excited about something, then somehow it does not work out the way I expected. This happened a lot to me lately and it really made me feel so down. I am not gonna quit though, I will continue doing everything to try and make myself feel better. I just hope that I won't get disappointed again because it's a terrible feeling.
This is going to get better, I'm sure it will.
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